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it's just amazing how things are going... things are beginning to settle down... got back my results... not much to wow about... quite disappointed with myself... i disappointed my mom... i'm just gonna have to study hard to pull everything back up... friends all got high marks... well worst still... one of em was actually someone who i helped with studies... how ironic can things get...
I've just finished working as a steward for mandarin hotel for the F1 event... tired.. scars on my hands... bruised... legs could barely continue walking... but it was worthwhile i guess... i'll be working again on tues, fri, sat and sun... more pay... then wed going out with some ppl for hari raya... was invited so might as well... it's the only thing i can do since i can barely even meet the girl i love...
Maybe with how i feel bout things right now... i can finally complete that song and mayb change it a little... to the way i feel right now... AND hope that someday you can hear it...
LOVEYOU,
MISSYOU.
hi...
been too long...
amazingly i'm actually updating this blog. wanted to actually kill it off and let it be.
hmmm. what's been going on. obviously a lot since i last updated. but don't think it's much to
know of. spent a lot and most of my time with my dear girl. well. i'm back in tkd. gotta a lot to catch up. i need to get a double jump in belt to catch up to the others for the next two grading. what a drag. guess will just have to try. oh. i was working yesterday, got home around 2.30a.m. was really sticky. didn't sleep cos was waiting for breakfast which was at about 4.45a.m. then fb-ed a little then went to sleep. that's most probably it for what happened yesterday.
hmmm,
the title i gave this post actually means something. it is actually from a show i watched with dear on lappy. THE GIRL NEXT DOOR. quite a good show but not suitable for kids. haha.
one thing i liked about the show is that it made me realised certain or actually one thing. MORAL FIBRE: not really bout being a smart dude. righteous and all. it's kinda more towards what you do. it's more to finding that special someone. when you find her, everything else just doesnt matter. you put her on top of everything. cos in the end you'll know that THE JUICE IS WORTH THE SQUEEZE. which actually means everything is worth it. cool eh. really moves you. i guess htat's about all i wanna share... byez...
haha... well dear,
i'm sorry about the next coming two weeks...
seriously...
very heartbreaking....
iloveyou,willmissyou..
Anyway... school has been quite fun... classmates all getting close to each other... almost like a family... it's amazing how things work out... hoping everything else will... retest coming... ARGH!!!!
i'm so scared... have a feeling i'll fail... nvm la... not my best subject... very scared... so depressed...
well, not really... just have to go through it... just to be where i want to be... to be with dear too...
dont want to think about it alr... haha... last night... i kinda spent it with crystal... went back at 11pm... i was asking her to go home but kept on stopping her the moment she stood up... haha...
SOOO CONTRADICTING... sorry dear.. had a blast of a time... hope you did too...
OH... HAPPY B'DAY FLORENCE!!! WOOTS!!!
A YEAR WISER NOT OLDER...
then tmr is ZHAOHUA's B"DAY!!!
MUST WISH HER>>> LOLS...
ok... need to go think bout certain things now... be writing aain soon... BYEZ
haha... its really all in the mind... well... everything is fine so far... but always preparing for the worst... 5 months with crystal... WOOTS!!... love you dear!!!... well she means loads to me...
ppl are breaking up this month... pressure? problems? school? work? time? money? kinda depends on how you engage the situation... problem, engage, solute... seems easy saying it this way... but sometimes life's a hassle... hmmm... wat ppl shud think is what happened to talking of what used to be and all the things you did... i'm not perfect... i have my mistakes too... AND I'm sorry bout it dear... but we must all learn to work it out... yes sometimes it can be a pain in the arse but ppl WAKE UP>> smell the flowers... the world is full with complication... where's the person you were when you chased the other just to be with you... it's like getting married... you cant run away... you have to learn... but of course as you age you'll think differently, and treat relationships with more respect... hmmm might be talking from experience here... anyway, look try to get help if you cannot find a solution... stay sweet... byes...
CRYSTAL<33
well my dear its been really fun wif you...
you're right letting go is hard... haha.
been having days of joy with her...
bbq, movies, laptop, sending her home...
it's my first time doing that... lol...
guess i forgot to tell you...
5 months is also the longest relationship i've had by 3 months...
not really much to expect from the past cos we were all young and naive...
it's different wif you i guesss...
really savour every moment with you...(touchwood)
kinda almost had this downfall this month...
sorry bout that my dear...
Guess my anger took control...
but everythin is fine btwn us i hope...
haha... hmmm...
jet planes, mansions, penthouses, travelling...
hope it'll be something...
not just a dream...
promises made,
words spoken,
the love for you in me,
WOULD NEVER BE BROKEN...
kiss upon a cheek,
letting your hand go,
always remember,
YOURE MY HEART AND SOUL...
loveyoudearXOXO<33
Don’t need no make-up you just wear what nature brings,
If you could see what I see you would know you’re beautiful.
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me,
And it’s so easy to love you girl you shine so naturally,
I couldn’t even count them there’s so many ways,
You make it easy to love you.
You can’t hide it, it’s there in everything you do,
You don’t see it, and that’s just why I fell for you,
If you could see what I see you would know you’re beautiful.
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me,
And it’s so easy to love you girl you shine so naturally,
I couldn’t even count them there’s so many ways,
You make it easy to love you.
You make it easy to love you,
If you could see what I see you would know you’re beautiful.
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me,
And it’s so easy to love you girl you shine so naturally,
I couldn’t even count them there’s so many ways,
You make it easy to love you .
It's a song obviously.
i guess it kinda speaks out how i feel about you.
you have never made it hard for me.
my heart, the first time i met you, i felt uncertain.
i even thought i blew it.
i was shocked and baffled.
but now, you are the person i think of everyday.
all those little steps we took.
to get to where we are now.
all the little things we do just to be with each other.
from minutes to hours.
no matter how long.
we would still meet.
all these little things stack up to where we are now.
I LOVE YOU DEAR.XOXO
haha. i'm back. just been at the salon for 3 hours. reborn my fringe lol. ooo. haha. tiring. i'm living independently now. well without my parents. in the background is my beloved grandma. yep taking care of me now. she has given me the present ever and that is FREEDOM. lols. how i longed to have it bt now i do i dont know what to do with it. haha. met crystal yesterday. it was by far the best day i've ever had. oh i didnt just meet her alone but with two other couples. not what i had in mind but fun altogether. very nice ppl indeed. fun to be with i shud say. haha. may all you that i've just met stay strong and healthy. lol. as for me, things are going just fine. smsed mira yesterday too. the sweet girl who went through thick and thin with me. sometimes with each other. it was kinda funny cos she was afraid of crystal. lol. i guess there's a first time for everything. my friend just got a sec three girl at 2.47am this morning. woots. hope you and vanessa stay strong.
anyway, i'm 4months with dear girl now. working on 5. haha got back with leo, guitarist cum besty. weird dude with orange hair. i'm gonna start getting back all i had lost. time with ppl especially crystal. love her to the core. woots. anyway, to end this post, i'll let you in on a vid me and leo made... singing viva la vida. dont mind the glasses. haha. hope we sound ok. oh ya listen to it with low volume and headphones. cos the last part too loud the sound a bit crashed. haha. anyway toodles.